Entering Pisay is a big challenge for me. As a saying goes "With GREAT POWER comes GREAT RESPONSIBILITY," I know that it wouldn't be easy.
It was a rainy morning on the day of October 12. I can feel the cold air touched my skin. Luckily, I had a jacket that gave me warmth.
My mother and I were going to La Consolacion College in Malolos Bulacan which happens to be the testing center for the Philippine Science High School - National Competitive Examination.
I was nervous. I didn't have time to review for the test. All I brought with me were the items needed. I was shocked when my mom woke me up at 6 o'clock in the morning telling me that the test resumed. Because a night before, PSHS announced that the NCE was postponed because of a typhoon.
I didn't have with me anything to review because I wasn't really prepared. I was busy training and preparing for a provincial contest the previous weeks. All I know I had to do was pray and ask for guidance.
When we arrived at the testing center, I saw my fellow examinees. They looked well-prepared and confident for the test- which I wasn't! Some were studying in groups (which I suppose who attended review centers) while others were with their parents.
The test went smoothly. And all I could say was that it was really hard! (Well, who finds it easy anyway?)
A month passed. I was really enjoying my last year in elementary with my friends and classmates but there's one thing that I couldn't get out of my head. It was something I was waiting for- the results for the PSHS-NCE.
November was almost done which means December was getting nearer and nearer. I didn't want November to end because I was nervous for the results. I was sure that I will not pass. Come to think of it- How can an 'oh-so-unprepared girl' like me will pass a test like that? Hello! It's a National COMPETITIVE Test! And yes, I emphasized competitive to show that it is joined by students who had experienced contests like quiz bees which I had not!
Or maybe.... I just lacked self-confidence. And yes, I do.
When December came, every week, I was checking the PSHS site to see if they had already posted the result. Christmas break came and we went to Bicol to celebrate the holiday there. I can remember myself visiting the site secretly on the 24th day of December because if ever I didn't pass, my mother won't know it yet. She had big expectations to me and I didn't want to disappoint her.
The next day, I was out with my Aunt and Uncle during the afternoon. After some hours, my mother was calling my aunt to deliver us one GREAT news- I passed the Philippine Science High School! My aunt told me that my mom almost cried.
For my part, it was really UNEXPECTED and overwhelming. I couldn't explain the happiness I was experiencing that time.
I had doubts about myself but because of this experience I learned to be confident and believe in myself. I learned to have more faith in God.
My journey in Pisay doesn't begin nor end here. For if this journey will be translated into a book, this part is not yet the Chapter 1. An introduction to Kate Therese Noel whose life begun on June 23, 2014.
A story to tell... and a story to begin.
Passing Pisay's National Achievement Test is an accomplishment itself. Congrats for passing! Maybe, it's better to review for the exam to gain self confidence. By the way, for a better chance of passing the exam, enroll to MSA, offers the most comprehensive Philippine Science Review.
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